Taking Things for Granted?

Bites Tale : What do you want today?

I have been thinking for quite sometime... in fact.. it's more than 3 years now...

Haven't really take the initiative to make things happened...

There's so much i wanna do... at least ... for myself once... and not for others

Yet, i felt myself being tied down with what's on hand now... and i can't think of anything so...o..o... selfish until i've finished with all of them... that's why i ended up doing nothing...

There, tell me i'm not odd! that i'm not taking things for granted..

And that there's someone out there who has similar thoughts like me...

pic: 1st time kite flying on 16.09.06

Blog, Blog, Blog...

Bites Tale : Having cheese makes me happy!!!

I'm really addicted to this blogging thingy..

I don't have much friends in real life.. come to think of it.. i had just enough friends to count by fingers.. 10.. not more than 10.. other than them.. i don't really have much friends.. until.. i learned to do this blogging thingy.. and till i'm with him..

I've changed alot.. yes.. but i see this as a good change..

1stly, i've met new people.. yes, through blogging (though this is my 1st time to blog here).. it's been almost 11 mths now.. and i've make friends with some of them.. learning what they can share.. from work experience, travel, cooking... and LIFE!! what they believed and how they feel about what's happening in each other lives etc, which it's a big NO, NO for me.. i used to be alone.. not wanting to share with others what i think.. afraid that "what if.. they think i am stupid/wrong?".. so ended up, a lot of people misunderstood me as a proud person.. just like what one of my friend said to me :"before i know you, i thought you are "sah sin" (hakka) .. which means "proud".. or even "LCLY".. and i never forget what a classmate told me, he said :"when you 1st walked into this class, i think "wow, this gal is so cool! now that we've spend few months sitting next to each other, you are just another mad gal.. hahaha".. i never think myself as a proud person.. i'm just shy and clueless on what to talk when meeting others the 1st time.. i am those "slow-heated" person.. you need to push, push, push.. asking me question or find topics to chat with me.. i guess.. i'm simply afraid of "being rejected".. and this "fear" has "followed" me even till now.. but hey.. i think i am improving.. thanks to my friends and blog friends!! and thanks to one of my guy friend, for encourage me to do blog! Blogging now keep me sane..

2ndly, i've met him, be friended with him.. and lastly, became his gf.. in someway.. we think and believed the same.. in some, we have had so much differences.. like he's a damn friendly guy, has lots of friends.. i remember he once said to me that "it's good to have friends, you get to learn from each other.. improve yourself from there and grow.."; i used to feel uncomfortable when there's a big crowd, he loves (which i think he did it purposely) bringing me to meet his friends or go to his friend's concert/show.. where i'll meet a lot of people.. at 1st, it's a bit difficult for me.. but now.. i think i'm doing ok, compared to the 1st time where i just sit at the corner.. and then start to help out a bit;... till today, i'm still learning how to respect our differences.. of course, it involves arguing and disagreement in some cases, but luckily, we went through each one of them.. hope we can continue to grow with each other..

Gosh.. i think i can continue typing this non-stop.. better stop here for now.. will end this with a pic taken by him during his trip to shanghai last year.. hope you'll like it!

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