The age Meatball wish to go back to

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Thanks Bento Pet for this Tag: The Age That I Wish To Go Back To.

This is really tough for me. After so much thinking, It would be wonderful to go back to when I am 12 year old.

May be for some, 12 year old is still very young and wonder why I would wanna go back to that age. But to me, that’s was the most important year.. because it’s “decision” year.

I wish I could relive my 12 year old with a “stronger” behaviour.. I’ve never really thought which secondary school I’d like to study, what stream (science / art) I would like to be in or what I wanna achieve in life. I have this “parents, u decide for me lah!!” attitude.

Sometimes I really wonder what if I had not been so “care-less” about myself… what can I achieve now? Just for example, I used to love dancing so much when I am in my primary school days and my mum has asked me not to join dancing club when I entered to high school because she doesn’t want me to neglect my studies. But to me, I don’t see it as a problem as I didn’t really put my 100% on my studies, but then, I didn’t said what I want to her but to “obey”. So I stopped dancing till now. L

This attitude of mine even “followed” me till I graduated from my high school.. I even let my dad and my sis to choose for me what to study in college and what course to take when my dad rejected my idea of study mass communication.. I am all “you choose for me I follow only lah!!” attitude. But I didn’t really put effort in my studies, because it’s boring to me. (Luckily, I graduated. But still, what if…)

Come to think of it, what if, I didn’t let go dancing.. will I be very good in dancing? and what if, I stand on my own decision in studying mass communication, what/where would I be today?

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Instructions:
Title: The Age That I Wish To Go Back To
Requirement: Write about the one age that you wish to go back to and why?
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The Age that they Wish to Go Back to:
Amidrin wish to go back to age 22 to correct back some mistakes in life.
Lemonjude wish to go back to age 6 to enjoy kid’s life.
Hui Sia wish to go back to age 16 to meet her first lover again.
Giddy Tiger wishes to go back to a childhood life with no worries in the world.
Rinnah wishes she could turn back time to the happiest days of her life.
Ehon doesn’t wanna go anywhere.
Chen wanna go back to age 19 to take a different pathway in life.
LB prefers to go forward, but failing that, would wish to be in China cir. 220 BC Qin Dynasty.
Everyday Healy wanted to be back in 2005, just to hear her grandpa said "Goodbye".
Sting feels that she should go back to save her rabbit...

Bento Pet has Déjà vu-d "that time in my life" eighteen years ago...

Meatball wishes she could continue dancing and study what she wants...
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Now i wanna tag these 5 friends of mine :-

1. Aron
2. Icehippo
3. Sharvy
4. Zekerene
5. Sweetiepie